I cannot think of a single suitable word which would perfectly describe my week.
My mood changed from tired yet cheerful to stressed, sad and more tired.
I did something terrible to myself, I didn't leave room for disappointment in
a particular situation and now that things aren't going the way I expected it
to go I'm emotionally numb.
Numb in the sense that I don't know how to feel because I'm emotionally drained.
I just ignore the situation, I pretend like it never happened, and maybe
I am over thinking and just making a mountain out of the mole hill the situation is,
but I'm hurt. That's what I am, hurt and just confused.
Although it's eating me up inside I am not going to let it out, because
I don't know how too, I don't know what to do. Whenever I try to speak about it
I never know what to say, it's like I forget how to speak.
What's going on with me?
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